Saturday, June 13, 2009

It's just the weight of the world

Sometimes I feel like the world is playing mind games with me. Just when I start to get used to a life without someone, they come back...it's so hard.

Part of what was making it so easy was that he was gone. He didn't want anything to do with me. Then, 3 months later, a text with an apology comes in. WHY?! Why now?!

I'm angry, I'm hurt, I'm relived, I'm thankful all at the same time. But I'm not about to surrender. I worked way too hard to be OK just to turn around and undo everything that I've done in the past 3 months. I can't. I won't.

"This could break my heart or save me." Lord, help me make the right choice.

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